first, you need to admit you have it.
second, start making what you supposed to make.
third, you need to have guts to actually turns it into reality. not just nonsense like back when you’re trying to do that before.
fourth, and most importantly, you need to keep it. never look back.
fifth, live your dream in the future.
seriously, you need to change. and i need my mom. i need someone to talk to. i can’t think of anyone else to talk to regarding this topic. but i know i need a change.